Every one left a song in my mind. And i'm listening to yours. The music leads me to that audio room on your up floor, the home theater you're proud of. The vocal echoed throughout the whole chamber, we silently enjoyed each other's company. Along with the melody, i seem to indistinctly feel your temperature, smell your scent, sense your tenderness. your lips covered mine, wetly and smoothly; your fingers rubbed mine, softly and temptingly; your hand cuddled my hair, my shoulders, my neck, my back, slowly and gently. like two cats fondling each other, we sunk into ourselves loving eden.

How much courage do you need to delete someone from your life? What kind of despair would make you decide to delete someone from your life?

you trust someone very much, that you're special in his eyes. you believe all he said, that he smiles for your power, delights in your wittiness, enjoys your company. you share everything with him, spending time with him when he asks for, inviting him for fun time, looking for him when he shows up.

then one day, you're told that he's walking on the street with a girl.

you finally found that you can never be his friend only. you finally realize that he's not and will not be serious to you.

so you clicked that button. for good.

Hua-Lien

Just had a wonderful trip at Hua-Lien, a beautiful county in east coast of taiwan. Thanks God, so we could have blue sky and enjoy all the fabulous nature beauties.

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Gotta share some of my joys with you this time. So i had this great trip at hualien this weekend. did i tell you it was a class reunion thing? we made this agreement when we were about to graduate from college that we would have a class reunion every year, we even had set up the date so no one would forget about it, which is the first weekend of may. this year should be the 9th year and we had this plan to hualien, where one of our mate's home town.

hualien is famous for torako gorge, but except for that international tourist spot, there're a lot more to do and to see. we're actually pretty lucky, as since 5/1 the county started a series of spring events, like exploring fireflies, manbo fish season, and finally the long winter's gone so whale watching trip also starts to sail. on saturday we caught the firework show at the harbor and laser water show at an inland lake, we also walked into a dark trail to look for fireflies. on sunday we joined the boat trip to watch the whale! we didn't really see any whale (but we do have whales outside hualien ocean!), but believe it or not, we did play around with dophines for a while!! they followed our boat and raced with us, swiming on the surface of the sea right in front of boat so we all could see them clearly from the deck. once we applauded to them they swam and jumped even excitedly! this is my first time watching those wild cuties this close and it did impress me a lot. that afternoon we had a great weather, blue sky with some feather shape clouds, mild wind and calm waves, no crowds nor noise, time seemed to stop running and nothing seemed to be more important than being alive with those God made for us.

on the other hand, being able to hang out again with those old mates who have known one another for over 10 years is also a great thing in life. we all are busy with work and life and seldom contact to one another, but when the date comes we would still laugh out loud to those old jokes, teasing one another those changes coming along with our increasing age, and caring one another as brothers and sisters. i'm glad we made such a funny agreement when graduted and still try to acoomplish it every year.