<Addiction>

She found that recently wherever she went and whatever she did there's always something sticking in her mind. she gotta try very hard to keep herself busy so as to stay away from it. she always told herself to lock it up for a while resolutely but she's too weak to against her subconsciousness. so every time she saw it she'd still push the power botton on reflexly. she's addicted to the world those circuits and wires lead to.

He found that recently wherever he went and whatever he did he always felt something missing in his heart. he tried very hard to figure out what it was and ultimately he thought he needed someone to love and to be loved. so he went out dating and slept with the girl who he thought he's attracted and serious to, but every couple of weeks or months the different girls just being seen to show up with him and it's never end. he's addicted to the intimacy and emotional/mental acceptance.

We all know what we don't really need and what would kill us but we still go for it and indulge in it unconsciously. eventually our souls got enslaved whereas we still try to find excuses to rationalize our behaviors. some move from one guy/girl to another in a very short time just because they miss lovers caresses. some shift from here to there constantly only because they look for the excitement of getting in touch with new people/stuff. some get drunk or high every weekend merely for desensitizing themselves from this cruel reality. addiction offers us an exit for either mental or physical dependency, like a baby craving mammy's embrace, which gives the feeling of sort of security. but the question is, would you be willing to be put in the cage merely for the secure meals?