They had this big arguement today. on the wire of this side, the girl had already got tears full of her face. his words kept stabbing into her heart, but she didn't blame him as he never loves her as much as she does. the things meaning a lot to her seemed to mean nothing to him, the words being kept deep in her mind were like daily conversation to him. 'if he always keeps or wants to keep himself as an outsider, what should she do?' she always thought about this question. he'd never know she stored their each conversation preciously in a box for sometimes rechewing their sweet time together, and she'd smile insensibly for the whole day. he'd never know how excited and happy she felt everytime she talked to him, imagining he's sitting next to her holding her with his muscular arm like before telling her about his day, how he got pissed off by his stupid coworker... Obviously she's torturing herself, but she couldn't do anything with it, not even dating with other guys, cuz there has been someone staying in her heart, came in there all of the sudden like that day she went to knock his door asking for staying for few days...

this is another sad story of hers. a love seperated by the pacific ocean.