Summer seems a vacation season to the world. the email everyday tells you who'll be out of office for vacation who'll be absent from this date to that date. friends phone to consult you where the value-for-money site to travel. coworkers talk about the getaway plan for using up the annual leave effectively and economically. even the conversation with strangers starts with the destination they're planning to shift after short visit of this island. you can't help wondering if everything coming at once is kinda sign and what it says to you. (honey don't forget you just got back from a freaking long vacation and finally got settle down a bit, what more do you expect?) while what bothers you deep down in mind is in fact the anxiety and insecurity of the sudden change of a regular life pattern or relationships to certain people or the environment. so you thought you're afraid of stability as your surroundings keep changing, yet in fact you fear of change so you keep life moving around to avoid the unexpectedness out of regularity. if life is all about routinization, why God gives intelligence to humans?

it's too boring in the office, so it came up a boring post.