Believe me, I've tried several times to write down my trips these weekends and my vacation in kenting, but it just didn't work. One time I fell asleep in the half way of writing, one time I wrote 3 lines then 2 weeks passed it still stopped in 3 lines, and one time ie got stuck in a sudden which forced me to reboot my laptop so everything I wrote was all gone and I was too pissed to rewrite it again. So I wasn't being lazy, it's just kinda fate that I couldn't post on here. Yes it is.

(I'm just being lazy...)


Today I suddenly realized how lucky a girl I am in this stage of life. I like what I do at work, I fulfill self-achievement little by little everyday, I'm always given opportunities by the general manager, I get fully support by coworkers, and after getting off from work I have a beloved one to share life with.

I love you Dave. I'm so happy that I finally met you.

Let's go for a ride, shall we?

It's not easy to meet a guy who suits you, who he also thinks you suit him, who you feel like having a relationship with, and who he'd also like a relationship with you.

It's also hard to start a relationship once you met this guy, who you fell in love with, who he also loves you, who you think you'll never meet anyone so perfect for you, who he also thinks you perfectly suit him.

Things go very fast and natural in a few weeks. When we looked back the time we spent together the things we did the feelings we possessed and the way we think, it indeed suprised us that since our first meet it's only 3 weeks. But why do both of us feel it's like 3 months that we've known each other?

So what's the next? I can't hep wondering if we feel like knowing each other for 3 months but actually we only met for 3 weeks, what would happen 3 months later? What kinda feelings we would have when we actually spend 3 months together? Will all the excitement be gone and all bores get popping up? Will we start to feel fed up with each other? I'm scared....

Yeah... the relationship makes you happy, but also makes you worries and scared. When you don't have it, you desperate it badly, but when you get it, you feel like running away.

Maybe I just worry too much.

Thanks... but I've got the BEST one!

This is us...

T: I'm not like most of local girls. I don't hold umbralla walking under sunshine.
D: I'd like to go climbing Jade mountain one day. I've thought of it for a while.

D: I think the conversations to girls here are more interesting than those to guys. Girls seem to see/know more, have wider interests, and are more openminded.
T: I think most of local guys are boring. All they talk about every min is computer, work, and stock market, and all the extra money they spend will be on new computer toys.

T: I'm attracted to nature lovers.
D: I can't stand girls talking in over soft or seductive voice and tend to extend the last tone all the time like "hellooooooooooo~~~~". Girls who like to act cutely make me sick.

T: I think South-East Asia is much more attractive than China.
D: I think it's better to play bubble makers to street kids in Vietnam or Cambodia than giving them candies.

T: I like guys who respect work, but also know how to jump into the nature and embrace the gifts God made for us.
D: I like girls more independent and know what they want for life.

T: I'd like to order small cucumber.
D: Take two. I want one too.

D: Where can I buy mua-chi?
T: Mua-chi is one of my favorite food!

D: If I have chance to keep a dog, I'd choose to keep a boxer.
T: Boxers are funnier and smarter than labrators.

D: Strangely that even tho we've spent so much time together, I still don't get any bored about you.
T: I seem to be able to sit here and talk to you forever.

T: 好肉麻喔!
D: 不要再肉麻了!:)

Do you know how badly I'd like to tell you....

that....

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!

:)

Your heartbeat is speeding. Your body is shaking. Your lips dry up, your breath gets stuck. Dopamine flows from head to toes, stimulating every nerve of joys, activating every sense of pleasure. You can't think. You can't concentrate your mind. You feel dizzy. You'd swoon at any time.

You know it finally comes, which you've been waiting and looking for for entire life, completely under unconsciousness, totally out of expectation. You know you're in it already, and this time it brings you unprecedented peacefulness, comfort, joys, warmness, and fullness. You know this is it.

Its name is Love.

Hope my happiness can be shared to all my friends. Hope all my friends can find their right halves very soon!:)