Sunday, August 22, 2004

It's not easy to meet a guy who suits you, who he also thinks you suit him, who you feel like having a relationship with, and who he'd also like a relationship with you.

It's also hard to start a relationship once you met this guy, who you fell in love with, who he also loves you, who you think you'll never meet anyone so perfect for you, who he also thinks you perfectly suit him.

Things go very fast and natural in a few weeks. When we looked back the time we spent together the things we did the feelings we possessed and the way we think, it indeed suprised us that since our first meet it's only 3 weeks. But why do both of us feel it's like 3 months that we've known each other?

So what's the next? I can't hep wondering if we feel like knowing each other for 3 months but actually we only met for 3 weeks, what would happen 3 months later? What kinda feelings we would have when we actually spend 3 months together? Will all the excitement be gone and all bores get popping up? Will we start to feel fed up with each other? I'm scared....

Yeah... the relationship makes you happy, but also makes you worries and scared. When you don't have it, you desperate it badly, but when you get it, you feel like running away.

Maybe I just worry too much.

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