This is the third month we've been together. We spent more time with each other, and we started to argue. We argued for those tiny things, for finding out the differences between us, for certain insistence that we've believed in for our whole life, for seeing everything deserved. We started to hold back a bit every time after arguing, we started to try not to touch each other's hercules ankle, we started to talk less.
Then one day one of us realized that we have to change the current situation to avoid things going worse, while the other one's still unconscious of the crisis and kept behaving willfulness. Then one day one told the other ending up the current unworkable relationship should be the best way for both of us.
So that's it. Our story ended here for now, in our third month.
So here I am. A sinner in our relationship. I'm the one who played around this serious relationship. I thought love should be always a remedy for relationships but I didn't notice love would go away little by little once you lost your respect to it. When I realized my relationship has been shined red light, it's already too late.
What can I do to turn the time back? What can I do to ask for a forgiveness and another chance?
Please help me to fix our relationship. Please don't go away and leave me behind. Please don't give up. I believe there were a lot of things we could've done better. And I believe everything will get better only if we have chance to try once again.
I really wish you could tell me again... "Let's forget about it and go somewhere."...
Sunday, October 17, 2004
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