I don't know if it's good news or bad news. I'm voted as the employee of the month again. It's weird that we have 170 people in this office and plus Shenzen office there're almost 200 people. At least they could've gotten some other people to vote for, but they chose me again. I wonder if this is just an alternative way to make up the unfairness of my salary structure. If so then next year I might not get the expecting raise. My boss came to congrate me but I just didn't feel it's right. I'm not that good to be chosen twice in a year time. Now I'm really worried.

Oh well... so far this is the 2nd thing I feel uncomfortable for the luck that God offered to me currently. The first thing has been proved the 'supposed' good news brought me hard time instead. I don't want to be disappointed again in this way. I just hope I can get through this tough year end time and life will get better next year.