Paintball in Nei-Hu

We went for paintball game last Sunday. It was sooooo much fun! I will write more later! Now enjoy the photos first...

The Last Day...

My sweet coworkers surprised me with sweet blessings and warm friendships...
We've only worked in same team for several months...
I will miss them a lot!:>_<:

Here are those funny people and sweet angels...

雜記

天氣漸漸涼了 不過只是十一月而已 以往連到十二月都還有穿夏裝的日子呢

穿著銀白色的ZARA針織套衫 米色七分西裝褲 搭配Hush Puppy的米色淑女鞋
走在路上感覺好似日本OL穿著一樣...

最近日劇看太多了 滿腦子Yo~shi(好!就這樣吧!) Gan-ba-de-neh~!(加油!) Yii-des-yo~!(可以阿!)
配上歪頭微笑 手握拳頭往後拉 或點頭的動作 根本就是一付日本人的樣子 可我從來就不屑走日本風的阿!

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周圍六年級後段跟七年級的妹妹同事們帶著銀玲般的音調每天像小女孩一樣吱吱喳喳的談論著可愛的東西 不知不覺也被同化的有點超齡 總覺得這麼老了還這樣裝可愛實在很不好...

工作做了三年多又放棄了 其實真的很喜歡這個工作跟這個公司 承蒙老天眷顧終於讓我找到真正值得我努力的地方

可每天看著那早已嫁給公司的中年單身無婚姻紀錄之女部門主管 及那些早過了適婚年齡卻還無男友的資深女同事們 就害怕的想早點逃離

我可不要像她們那樣阿! (現在的我也沒好到哪裡去吧......)

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男人再過一個半月又要離開了 總沒辦法穩定一個下來 不合的該要分手也就罷了 合的也要被迫分手就教人不情願了

可又能怎麼辦呢?

每個人生命中到底總會有一個 也許我不知不覺中不小心錯過了吧 若真是這樣也給我點暗示阿 我好抓緊時機生個自己的北鼻 好好用一用我身為女人的器官吧!? 否則每個月生理期就痛的不甘心了...

明知道總會走的卻又要冒險嘗試 然後再不斷的安慰自己先這樣吧以後的事以後再說 結果離別之後還不是又失魂落魄了好一陣子

就愛這樣子自己折磨自己阿 哪一天憂鬱症病入膏肓了就自己走到療養院去吧! (HOPELESS....)

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下週開始每天中午都排滿跟同事們吃畢業餐 雖然只是工作上的夥伴 但也因為工作讓大家都培養了一些革命情感

互吐苦水阿 一起罵主管阿 一同整理樣品 一起在異鄉找樂子解鄉愁阿 一同想法子度過難關阿 等等

這是三年來最值得回憶的部分 也是最讓人捨不得的部分...

我想 我唯一會帶走的 也只有大家在一起時的照片吧! (其實還有廠商名片簿 這是一定要的拉!:P)

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未來的路不知道在哪裡 其實還是讓人有些惶恐

就這樣吧! 以後的事 以後再說....

Post-resignation symptom

A week ago, they removed me from their email forward loop.

Today, I was told that MIS doesn't have laptop left for my merchandiser for her coming trip to China, so I might have to lend her mine.

My jobs are dismissed first, my laptop will be returned the next.

I still have 17 days to go due to the law restriction of 1 month advanced notice of resignation for employees over 3 years. But I've been getting disabled since the day I brought up resignation. It might be good for most of inactive people in the world, and everyone also told me to relax and enjoy, but I promised to finish my duty until my last day and this really makes me uncomfortable.

I'm still the senior, still bare the tile of the team leader, but it's in fact titular.

It feels like returning to the time I was just on board. No many emails, no enough work to do for 8 working hours, but still have to do something related to work in order not to be seen lazy, while others are busy and don't have time to talk to you.

The beginning and the ending seem to be alike in most of the cases. Start from nothing, and end to nothing.

Yes I can hardly let go... 3 years of my life dedicating to this company, what do you expect me to say?