Post-resignation symptom

A week ago, they removed me from their email forward loop.

Today, I was told that MIS doesn't have laptop left for my merchandiser for her coming trip to China, so I might have to lend her mine.

My jobs are dismissed first, my laptop will be returned the next.

I still have 17 days to go due to the law restriction of 1 month advanced notice of resignation for employees over 3 years. But I've been getting disabled since the day I brought up resignation. It might be good for most of inactive people in the world, and everyone also told me to relax and enjoy, but I promised to finish my duty until my last day and this really makes me uncomfortable.

I'm still the senior, still bare the tile of the team leader, but it's in fact titular.

It feels like returning to the time I was just on board. No many emails, no enough work to do for 8 working hours, but still have to do something related to work in order not to be seen lazy, while others are busy and don't have time to talk to you.

The beginning and the ending seem to be alike in most of the cases. Start from nothing, and end to nothing.

Yes I can hardly let go... 3 years of my life dedicating to this company, what do you expect me to say?