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The second month passed.

Just like all the couples, we quarreled sometimes, we argued sometimes, we didn't listen to each other occasionally, and we got mad with each other once in a while.

He still doesn't allow me to eat Mc Donald's, i still stop him buying unnecessary stuff only because it's cool. He still owns remote control, i'm still against tv. We still laugh at each other's fat belly, but still are too lazy to go to gym regularly. We still work on our laptops separately, but still stay close to each other all the time.

He's done pretty well in his job, and i've been idling at home. He goes to work in early morning, and i also get up at same time for having breakfast with him. He's been curious of how i spend my day, and i could only tell him time goes too fast for me to finish my things everyday. He makes good food, and i'm learning to cook better.

Giving up old single life style is not easy, but *symbiouning two's life styles is even harder. Fairy tales or romance fictions always only end up with "and they live happily ever after", but they never tell how and what happens afterwards in their "happy life". Because they love each other so much so nothing unhappy would happen? Because they're prince and princess and never have to worry about money or food? Because it's not writer's business you curious readers get to figure it out yourselves?

(*symbioun- to live together in a mutually beneficial relationship)

Don't get me wrong i'm not saying we don't live together happily, or i have any doubt about my bf. I'm pretty enjoying in our lives, and he is still the best and that right one to me. It's just that life sometimes can be tough, in which we might see each other as pain in the ass and wonder if one day in the future we would get hurt or one hurts the other unexpectedly. Good thing is, at the moment we chose to learn something from each quarrel, and try to find balance between our conflicts and manage it. When you're a grown-up it gets harder to change yourself, but we'd do our best to try, only for our significant one.

I'm going to be an officially married woman in the end of June. I still don't know what it means and how it's gonna change my current life except for no more cute guy pickups. For that reason i think i need a crazy hens party but all my girl friends are not here.... Arrr......**>_<** Can i postpone the party until i go back to taiwan?


*For all my girl friends...
Being with a right person would make you feel that everything you're doing with him seems to go unexpectedly smoothly or with lucks. You would sense the difference with going out with wrong guys, and feel much more comfortable to be yourself. You will definitely find that guy one day, as long as you don't keep sticking on wrong ones nor be afraid of pursuing potential ones. So stop compromising all the time to adapt to guys or you will have to keep compromising for the rest of your life. Wish you all find your Mr. Right soon!:)