Today i went out with an old mate. i didn't check out my mobile until got home around 12pm. and i needn't to check it out cuz no one left anything to me on my phone actually. my world was quiet, and i'm the only one in it, solely, on my own, with myself.

Tonight i tried to talk to this mate that emotionally i relied on a lot. i started with something which he's not happy to hear so i was given a guilt treatment that i tried to put on an arguement. i felt being pushed away while i tried to get a hand to pull me out of the hole. so i realize my world is not only quiet, but also cruel, callous.